WHERE DO I BELONG.
WHERE IS MY HOME.
IS IT THE PLACE I WAS BORN.
IS IT THE PLACE I AM CURRENTLY.
IS IT THE PLACE I FEEL MOST COMFORTABLE.
IS IT THE PLACE MY SOUL RUNS FREE.
DO I EVEN KNOW OF SUCH A PLACE.
ALL I KNOW IS WHEREVER I AM
I CRAVE TO BE SOMEWHERE ELSE.
AND WHEN I AM SOMEWHERE NEW
I WISH FOR MORE.
WHATS WRONG WITH ME.
AM I UNGRATEFUL.
DO I REFUSE TO SEE THE HAPPINESS WHEN IT’S RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME.
I DON’T WANT TO BE LIKE THIS.
I WANT TO GO OUTSIDE AND ENGULF THE ENTIRE WORLD INSIDE OF ME
TO FEED OFF THE ENERGY OF THE LIFE INHABITING IT.
TO FEEL THE EARTH UNDER MY FEET WITH EVERY STEP I TAKE
WHEREVER I AM.
I WANT THE WIND TO RUSTLE MY HAIR
AND FEEL THE SUN’S WARMTH ON MY FACE
EVEN ON THE DARKEST DAYS.
I WANT THE TREE’S ROOTS TO LATCH ONTO ME
AND NEVER LET ME GO
SO THAT WHEN I AM SOMEWHERE I DON’T BELONG,
IN A PLACE I DON’T FEEL COMFORTABLE
I CAN GRAB MY LIFELINE
AND HAVE THE ROOTS PULL ME BACK TO THE ONE PLACE
MY SOUL FEELS AT HOME.
I CAN’T WAIT FOR THE DAY I FIND THAT PLACE.
I wrote half of this in mid-July, when I was having a major “I don’t belong here I don’t belong there WHERE AM I MEANT TO BE?!?!” crisis, and just finished it today. I hope you enjoy it or relate to it in some way.
ALL THE CREDIT GOES TO ME DO NOT STEAL THIS THANKS I APPRECIATE IT.